A wise girl once blogged “We create illusions to avoid getting hurt.” Little did she know, once these illusions were shattered, so would the heart. Being stuck in such an inevitable situation causes me to believe in something other than the truth. I’m not saying I resort myself to making up a story or lying, but by subconsciously turning into a manipulative person. 

I’m definitely not proud of it, but I guess as long as I can come into this realization, it’s good enough.